Lost but happy

21. Female. Trying to lose weight. Need to know anything else?

My heart hurts.

Can someone tell me what to do? Do I stay with him, forever wishing I was with someone else? Happy as I can be because I know he cares and will always be there for me? Or do I leave? Even though leaving won’t give me the one I do want, no matter how much I want him. Why am I so scared to make a move?

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