December 2011
31 posts
Call your girlfriend,
It’s time you had the talk. Give your reasons, say its not her fault, that you just met somebody new.
My heart hurts.
Can someone tell me what to do? Do I stay with him, forever wishing I was with someone else? Happy as I can be because I know he cares and will always be there for me? Or do I leave? Even though leaving won’t give me the one I do want, no matter how much I want him. Why am I so scared to make a move?
I want him.
I miss him.
I want him. I miss him. I want him. I miss him. I want him. I miss him. I want him. I miss him. I want him. I miss him.
My head is screamimg
“What the hell are you doing?! Lying and cheating and hiding your real feelings… You have a guy who cares, who will do anything for you, and you’re screwing it up!”
But my heart is screaming “I love my Mr. Wrong and I want him and I want to marry him and love him and make love to him and have children with him and grow old with him and be with him forever.”
what a horrible christmas.
i hate this holiday.
I am about a week and a half late for my period.
And its really starting to freak me out. Someone tell me it’ll all be okay?
So its been a while.
I think I got down to 135 the day of my birthday though. I didn’t look it but it felt nice. Now I’m just trying to get back there because apparently as soon as you realize that all that hard work is done you go crazy for two days.
I suck at not eating.
Fml.
Okay
time to drink only slimfast shakes for the rest of the weekend…
I got my dress, it didn't fit I looked huge. So I...
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Current weight: fat. But I just toy d out the gym I used to go to (and like way better than my university’s) will let me go until Jan 15th even though I just canceled! And my friend goes to the same gym so looks like I have a workout buddy! Time to stock up on diet pills and slim fast shakes.
La la la
Who needs sleep?! NOT ME!
No actually I think I’m going to try to sleep for an hour between my two finals, and then for an hour after my second final before work.
I want to be able to get up semi-early tomorrow so I can get home and clean and do things I need to before I work at 4.
With my love.
For the first time in forever.
I’m so excited.
I hope I get to see him after work.
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Apparently 13.5 hours of sleep makes it hard to...
I need to sleeeeeeeeeeeppppppp
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All I want is a nice-ish body for my birthday.
Once I’m done with this final today I will be sleeping the entire day.
Literally.
And then when I wake up I will not eat.
I will shower, study more, and go back to sleep.
And then Thursday I will go to my finals and not eat more.
And then when I go to work I will have my shakes and nothing more.
And then Friday I will sleep all day and...
Time to crack down.
7 hours until my chem final.
I can do this.
I need to get down my weight as well.
I need to be 142 or lower by the end of tomorrow.
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I am so accomplished!
I did all my homework and even though I should have just stayed in last night and finished it last night, I’m glad I went out.
Everyone, and I mean EVERYONE, was in a fantastic mood. I don’t know why, but they were. And it put me in the best mood ever.
So half my homework and a great party, check.
This morning I woke up a little later than I planned, by started the rest of my...
Have I mentioned I hate myself?
Whhhhyyyyyy did I have to get wings last night?! I ate before going out, I shouldn’t have even done that and of course I got hungry at fucking 3 in the morning. FUCKKKK
Well, 144 again. Fuck. Everything.
I need to re-evaluate my life. Going home today and coming back tomorrow night.
I am bringing baggies of slim fast to make sure I don’t eat anything while there unless there is...
I was so close!
And now final weigh in for November: 144.0
Ugh! Hoping tomorrow will be way lower. Like 140. Lol.
I crack myself up.
You the one that I dream about all day