February 2012
20 posts
I think I'm going to try the green machine...
Its not really a diet but I’m going to drink two a day everyday.
I hope I can lose 5-10 pounds by the time spring break roles around…
Wow
Ive never dreamed a more complicated dream in my life.
I think I’m losing my mind.
I am so depressed its ridiculous.
I'm done with love.
Forever.
Well fucked that one up
After having the best Valentines day surprise by my ex coming over and us agreeing to be friends /fuck buddies, he has blown me off for every chance I ask to hang out. And not every time I want to have sex. Well last night was the third time, and he ended up doing this frat thing where you drink with sorority girls and dance. And he said he was sick and not going and went anyway and told me to...
Favorite song of the day
Maroon 5 “Won’t Go Home Without You”
Well that's interesting.
Ex came over for the hookah. We ended up hugging it out and then making out and then having sex. We are now “friends.” Not quite sure what that means but the term is loose and hopefully means we can get back together. My Mr. Wrong has been ignoring me ever since I became single so whatever. I love him, but I can’t live without my ex.
Remember when
You asked me if I would take a year off to travel the world with you? I was so scared and full of doubt. Now I would fly to the moon and back as long as I’m with you.
All I want is to hate him.
Why can’t I just hate him?
I'm going out tonight and tomorrow and getting...
And my Mr. Wrong won’t know what the fuck hit him…. Or I’ll try to come crying to my ex.
I fucking hate my ex.
Stupid selfish prick.
WHY
Why can’t you just write me back and make me feel like you still love me? Why can’t you just take me back and let me show you how much I still love you?
WHHYYY am I acting this way?!
Soo... Pinterest is really just Tumblr for the...
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I want to go jump off a bridge.
After an hour long crying session on the phone with my ex, he still doesn’t want to be with me and it would be at least a year before he even wants to try again.
Alright time to take some laxatives and pass out til 10 am tomorrow
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And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can’t replace
Yes, it is only 530 but I'm
going to sleep for the rest of the night.
Going home was a great idea.
I got it in with my Mr. Wrong and it was awesome.
My boyfriend broke up with me for basically no...
No Valentine for this girl.
January 2012
28 posts
There is a full on roommate war going on in my...
I am so done with living here. I just want to move in with the one girl I always get along with and have a clean place and always pay the bills online and never have anymore stupid girl drama. The. End.
I was 140.8
But I let myself go crazy yesterday. And I want to get McDonald’s breakfast so bad so I’m not as hung over but I don’t want the calories.
Finished reading Wintergirls
Now what?
141.8
Yup. That’s happened. Lower lower lower lower lower lower lower lower
143.0 according to my scale after the gym.
That’s a loss of 5.7 pounds in three days just because I’ve been eating healthy things and working my ass off. And never having a net intake over 300 helps. I can’t wait to get on the scale tomorrow and see what it says
Yesterday was a good day
Today was so so.
I still am at 145 at the end of the day after eating and working out and eating more. So hopefully tomorrow morning I’ll be lower.
Tried a class called body combat last night
My arms actually hurt from punching the air…
I'm considering just staying up all night
I have to be up in 3 hours anyway.
Lbs and calories
feedmenothing:
0.1lb = burning 350 calories
0.2lb = burning 700 calories
0.3lb = burning 1050 calories
0.4lb = burning 1400 calories
0.5lb = burning 1750 calories
0.6lb = burning 2100 calories
0.7lb = burning 2450 calories
0.8lb = burning 2800 calories
0.9lb = burning 3150 calories
1lb = burning 3500 calories
Groceries
Apples
Spinach
Skim milk
Shredded carrots
Olives
Green peppers
Rice cakes
Hot sauce
Feta cheese
I didn't eat horribly today but I can definitely...
Stress is killing me.
I woke up so happy because I had a dream he...
I thought it was real… and then reality hit and it was the single most depressing moment I’ve ever had.
Today is the last day I will be fat from holidays.
Tomorrow I will start dieting again, and I will start working out.
He holds me in his big arms, drunk and I am seeing...
Every single person trying to lose weight needs...
It's (not) my birthday
I get high if I want to, can’t deny that I want you, but I lie if I have to. Cause you don’t say you love me to your friends when they ask you, even though we both know that you do; you do.
Me and Mr. Wrong get along so good
Even though he breaks my heart so bad
And I’m always her regret, yeah, I’m always her...
And I always make it harder on whoever’s coming next
Don’t it seem like
like I’m always there when it matters But missing most of the other time, a terrible pattern
She says
“Kiss me like you miss me, fuck me like you hate me, and when you’re fucking someone else just fuck her like she ain’t me.”
Somebody help
He’s single. I could have him all to myself. They could get back together. He could still love her. If I dump my bf he could still not want me. But I want him.
December 2011
31 posts
Call your girlfriend,
It’s time you had the talk. Give your reasons, say its not her fault, that you just met somebody new.
My heart hurts.
Can someone tell me what to do? Do I stay with him, forever wishing I was with someone else? Happy as I can be because I know he cares and will always be there for me? Or do I leave? Even though leaving won’t give me the one I do want, no matter how much I want him. Why am I so scared to make a move?